Fuck that my uterus stays !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So far things seem to be going great. I am just going into my 7th month of pregnancy and so far I can still lay on my stomach but only for about 15 minutes. Today I went to meet the doctor who is going to deliver our baby. Well I saw another doctor but I did pass him in the hallway and I am sort of freaked out. He's pretty young and the first thing that came out of his mouth was something along the lines of " I don't give a Fuck mothafucka !" he said it in sort of a teasing singing way that cracked me up. And He was not talking to me he was joking around with is MA's and Tony didn't even hear it.



I will be having the baby C- section. And in a way I feel bad because I didn't even give Tony an option or discuss it with him. And here's why. I have had a c- section before because I had an infection and it was way to close to my due date so they decided to go along with a c- section. Now flash forward 5 years. The doctor was telling us that there is always a risk when having a baby ( no shit ) but this is pretty serious. Now I could have the baby natural but there is a chance my uterus could rupture ( OUCH !!) and then I would have to have a total hysterectomy. I want more kids well one more and I'm not going to take that chance. So I made my decision right then and there. Tomorrow will be very exciting because I go for my ultrasound and I pray to god that this kid lets us see if its a boy or a girl.

I am really looking forward to having this baby. My outlook on it has completely changed and I can't wait for it to arrive. As I have mentioned to Tony I have fallen in love with my baby. I guess it took some time to get to this point. The baby kicks like hell all the time. And I just cant wait to hold it and hear it cry. I am even looking forward to waking up in the middle of the night.

The jack in the box employees must think were poor !!!

LOL ........ I always knew Tony was cheap but I would cut him some slack thinking come on he cant be that bad .. Boy was I wrong.



a few weeks ago we were planning on going out and doing some sightseeing. I want to get to know the city I am going to be living in. Tony was suggesting all kinds of things we could do, and my answer was that I wanted to go and see the capitol. He got so excited and when I asked him why he was so excited the first thing that came out of his mouth was " because it's free."


Right up the street from where we live there is a jack in the box. We have been there a few times. We usually go at night since in the daytime neither of us our home. We always get the same cashier a young Mexican guy. So on one visit I was ordering a jumbo jack and I asked for cheese and Tony whispers to me " no get it without cheese we have cheese at the house." so no cheese it was.. So every visit its jumbo jacks with no cheese and then I ask for a cup for water.

Me being pregnant I crave almost everything so when Tony mentioned that the store where he works sells fruit cups I wanted one and I told him bring me one his answer was " there 2.99!!" 2.99 for fruit honestly Tony don't be so cheap !! But the kid came through and brought the fruit. But I'm pretty sure he bitched about silently.


now Tony mentions in his blog about how he's going to get drunk this weekend. But what he fails to mention is who's the one who's gonna buy the beer for him. Of course not him because he's tooooooooooo damn cheap so I'm going to break down and buy for him

A dream i had on 03-27-2005

i came across this in another blog that i had it was the only post so here it is ................





So I had a weird dream last night. it started out that I was coming out of a building and I see this lady with bright red hair in a hospital gown, she's dead. We never spoke a word to each other but I know what she's saying and what's supposed to happen.

She has me follow her to some place a street corner and she shows me her lying down on the floor with fire fighters helping her. I see her leave her body and walk off. So I follow her and she's freaking out as we walk down the street there are people yelling at her to get away the area is there's. she is scared of them. she's looking back and as she turns around she sees a dead dog

these people are dead there not all ugly looking or weird looking, they look normal its just some how I know there all dead .

The dog is total spirit form and is a chow this scares her and its the end of the dream. the thing i wonder is how did she end up in the hospital gown. did she die at the hospital and just left her body on the street corner? because in the beginning of the dream the building i was leaving was a hospital