Getting married??

Complicated......I swear. So Tony and I are married but its the kind a of marriage that is only recognized by the state of Texas and no vows were never said. Am I happy with this ? NO !! Ever since girls were little they dream of their wedding and how beautiful and glamorous it will be. And I want a wedding like that. I want all the drama and headaches you get when planning the whole thing .

So I suggest to Tony that we get married. His answer, were all ready married. I explain I wanna go through it the right way and I get the little weird vibe from him. I start doing a little planning like where the reception should be held and and who should go but the more I start to plan the less he seems into it. YOU DON'T GET THE MILK FOR FREE DAMNIT !!!

I have decided to squash the whole thing. I am not forcing anyone into something they don't want to do. Plus if I am going to get married I want it to be totally traditional. I want to have him get on one knee ( that's another thing Tony said that since we plan on getting married he can skip the whole purposing and engagement ring thing... JERK!!) and have the beautiful wedding with my family around the way I always dreamed it would be.

I have been married before ( well sort of.... Long story deserves another blog all in it's own ). One of those shotgun weddings ...LOL me being the one with the gun held to my head. I just want it to be done the right way. I want my kids to be in the wedding and have my dad give me away to the man that I will spend the rest of my life with.

I guarantee that this will never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ( that a lot of evers) happen. Like I said before I will never force someone into something they don't want to do. Who knows what the future holds .. But it won't hold a wedding that's for sure.

PICTURES !!

the sweetest pic ever

Kaci 2 months

Kaci at the park

Hazel and kaci

Julius and Kaci

Hazel, Kaci, Julius and I

Hell has frozen over !!!!!!!!!!

Cause I'm blogging !!! My last post was in August and as you will see in almost every post I'm lying when I say I will try to blog more often. But I will try harder.

Anyhow, a lot has happened since the last blog. Tony's cousin and his girlfriend moved in ( and they are getting ready to move out !!! YESSSS!!). I went to California to visit my babies. Not seeing them for 6 months was painful but I had a blast with them as always and spent all of my time with them. Kaci and I were there for 2 weeks. My reaction to Cali really surprised me. As soon as I got off the plane I wanted to go back to Austin. I got depressed cause I was away from what I now call my home and even more depressed cause my partner in crime was nowhere near me. I guess he missed me too cause he posted one of the sweetest blogs about me. Tony's blog post.

Kaci will be 3 months on the 10th. She is no longer the quiet lil baby that sleeps all day. She's totally opposite. All she wants to do is stay awake. She will only fall asleep for 10 minutes at a time. By the end of the day she's really cranky. She's smiling like crazy. The doctor told us she is a little underweight but she is taller than most babies her age. She is a blast. Very wide eyed loves looking at everything and gets mad when she doesn't get her way. When she was with tony's dad this past weekend she was talking up a storm with him. I never heard her Jabber like that. And he is the only one who got her to talk like that. Since we have been home she hasn't jabbered the way she did with him .