Sometimes things just bite u in the ass !!

Life is but a bowl of cherries people. Or was Forrest right when he said life is like a box of chocolates... U never know what ur gonna get. Shit sucks for allie, and she just cant wait till it all gets better. I saw something that hurt me today. And my reaction was very suprising. And as much as it hurt im still gonna be happy damnit and clap my hands * clap clap *..lol ah im such a nut. That's whats so kick ass about me but at the same time my weakness. the way i can just " oh well" shrug things off but deep down I know it kills me. I really need to learn how to express my feelings better. But oh well that's allie's life for now I guess .

on a different note work.. Good lord I wanna choke that Jamaican!! So I get there and tell Maria that I want to leave early cause its my sons b day. And she's jumps in and says I wanna leave early too. So as soon as Mrs. henney gets there she's hits her up and says she wants to leave early ..blah blah blah so Mrs. henney says yes. And I was thinkin damn now I have to stay. So I wait like 5 mins and then I ask her and she says yes, but then she gives me hell "what did I tell u about leaving early ? You have to let me know before hand like weeks before " being a total its okay for Maria to leave but not allie ? And then time goes by were talking hours and then I hear that bitch say oh allie just found out it was her sons birthday. Like Michael Jackson she wanna be startin somethin ! So I fuckin had it. Went into her office and said u got a problem ? ..LOL she was like no and I said look I thought out the kindness of ur heart u would understand and let me leave a lil early. I could of requested the day off but I choose not to. But if its a problem I will stay.
and that was that. fuck everyone. The day is approaching and I just cant wait .... Its gonna be so sweet for me. What is the day what day am I talking about. The day I say fuck every last single person that's involved in my life.. LOL and I mean everyone. But not u..LOL well yes u and u know who u are but the others no...LOL