Am I really freaking out

I don't know a part of me is and a part of me is not. What the hell am I talking about my move from L.A. to Austin. I am looking forward to it. And its funny cause just a few days ago I was really bummed and complaining to be bummed.

but in a way I am sad but not for me or my kids but for the father of my kids. He is used to seeing them everyday and soon very soon all that is going to change. I feel for him I try to think what it would be like if I was in his shoes. I know I would die of sadness. Short post cause IM going home I am at work right now but I'll get into this one later.


( now we all know my laters never happen so don't think I'm going to come back to this topic and if I do it will be after my move)