Fuck that my uterus stays !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So far things seem to be going great. I am just going into my 7th month of pregnancy and so far I can still lay on my stomach but only for about 15 minutes. Today I went to meet the doctor who is going to deliver our baby. Well I saw another doctor but I did pass him in the hallway and I am sort of freaked out. He's pretty young and the first thing that came out of his mouth was something along the lines of " I don't give a Fuck mothafucka !" he said it in sort of a teasing singing way that cracked me up. And He was not talking to me he was joking around with is MA's and Tony didn't even hear it.



I will be having the baby C- section. And in a way I feel bad because I didn't even give Tony an option or discuss it with him. And here's why. I have had a c- section before because I had an infection and it was way to close to my due date so they decided to go along with a c- section. Now flash forward 5 years. The doctor was telling us that there is always a risk when having a baby ( no shit ) but this is pretty serious. Now I could have the baby natural but there is a chance my uterus could rupture ( OUCH !!) and then I would have to have a total hysterectomy. I want more kids well one more and I'm not going to take that chance. So I made my decision right then and there. Tomorrow will be very exciting because I go for my ultrasound and I pray to god that this kid lets us see if its a boy or a girl.

I am really looking forward to having this baby. My outlook on it has completely changed and I can't wait for it to arrive. As I have mentioned to Tony I have fallen in love with my baby. I guess it took some time to get to this point. The baby kicks like hell all the time. And I just cant wait to hold it and hear it cry. I am even looking forward to waking up in the middle of the night.